A wayside crucifix in Ukraine's Carpathian Mountains testifies to God's presence in the midst of suffering. Photo by Mary Raber.

By Mary Raber
Friday, January 4, 2019

ODESSA, Ukraine (Mennonite Mission Network) – Explosions shook the ground for hours as a fire raged through a munitions depot in Ukraine. Church members with cars rushed to ferry people out of the neighborhoods closest to the blaze. Repeated blasts shattered all the doors and windows in the church building they had constructed themselves. For the next 10 days, the congregation managed to feed their own families and their homeless neighbors, even though they were without gas, water, or electricity. 

This disaster happened a year ago, and though the church is still recovering from it, members thank God. “We’re so grateful for everything we’ve learned about listening to God,” Volodya said. Volodya (a pseudonym for security reasons) is a Baptist pastor from a city north of the militarized zone in eastern Ukraine. 

Now, in the fourth year of the war, there is relatively little reporting in the West, though the war has claimed more than 10,000 casualties and created about one million refugees. Many who have remained in the region are those who are unable to run—the elderly, the disabled, and small children. However, all participants at a retreat last March had decided to stay and minister despite danger and difficulty. 

When I agreed to attend the retreat, I braced myself for tears and heartbreak. What would the participants say about what they were going through? Would they be depressed? Angry? Unable to sleep?   

Some wept as they described days of shelling, tense encounters with military officials, and exhausting efforts to provide food for helpless neighbors. They talked about death, impossible decisions, hunger, and overpowering fear. They prayed together for wisdom and courage in a dead-end situation.  

But that was only part of the picture.  

Under the circumstances, I could understand gloom. But I was not prepared for gaiety, exuberant singing, and helpless laughter. 

Some of the lighthearted mood was doubtless due to relief and delight at being in the Carpathian Mountains in western Ukraine. The retreat had given the participants a few days off from their daily worries, and they made the most of it. Some laughter was a release of tension and could just as easily turn to tears.  

Over and over, from the depths of difficult situations, people, like Volodya, described their profound sense of divine presence and guidance. One couple marveled at their abiding sense of peace over their decision to stay in the region. Others rejoiced that, paradoxically, the war had brought them into a new relationship with formerly hostile or indifferent neighbors, allowing them to share the gospel. Another couple had taken in 10 children and reflected on the surprising ways God continued to supply their needs. All agreed that they were glad to be alive. 

No one had illusions about the future, but they were prepared to stay where they were, convinced that God would continue to be with them. Their faith stabilized them; it made them resilient, free to sing and laugh. This must be what Nehemiah meant when he told the exiles who had returned to Jerusalem from the Babylonian exile that “the joy of the Lord is your strength” (Nehemiah 8:10).  

What makes the joy of the Lord so powerful?  

First, unlike mere optimism, it does not depend on favorable circumstances or wishful thinking. Instead, it comes from God’s own presence (Psalm 21:6), and because it is “of the Lord,” it is eternal. Even when we do not feel it, it is never gone, any more than God ever leaves us. 

Second, God’s presence assures us of God’s care. Convinced of that, the Ukrainian believers could see blessings all around, and thanked God, turning away from self-pity and fear, and generating more joy. 

Finally, while joy does not deny sorrow, it always has the last word: “Weeping may remain for a night, but rejoicing comes in the morning” (Psalm 30:5).  Or, as Jesus assured the disciples, “In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world” (John 16:33). 

With assurance like that, how can we keep from singing?






Despite four years of war and desperate conditions, churches in Ukraine’s militarized zone find strength and joy in God’s presence, reports Mary Raber of Mennonite Mission Network, who has been based in Odessa, Ukraine, since 2009.



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